I’ve been looking at this blank space for a while now. It’s been empty the last couple of weeks – and it’s been empty in my head too. I don’t know how to fill this space. I don’t know how to start even though I’m aching to write again. I want to be an inspiration, share my thoughts and mind with you again.
It’s September 1st, summer is officially over, even the weather can agree on that. It’s windy, it’s cold and rainy. What I have learned is that time is always moving. We cannot stop it even though we want to capture a moment and stay in it. That is why you have to live in the moment. Don’t let it pass you, don’t feel the need to document or capture every other second on a picture. Sometimes it’s better to live and let go.
I was on my way home from the grocery store today when I began to think.. I was at the exact same place I went with my mum every Saturday from the age 10 till I became 14, if not 15 years old. We had these Saturday shopping trips where we drove to the next ‘big’ mall. We would window shop, or try out lots of clothes, where I ended up finding something and begged “pretty, pretty please” to my mum till she agreed to pay for the item(s) or loan me the money. After some hours of shopping we would sit down and have coffee, cake and lunch. I remembered that I always asked if I could have a sip of my mothers coffee from an early age. I would tell her my verdict and she’d agree. The last hour went to food shopping before we drove home.
That little memory made me think about all the other things that happened that never where planned. Because let’s be real, those are the happenings that are most exited and the ones you remember.
It’s funny how you’re life avowals & I can’t wait to find out what my life has planned for the next years to come.
A couple of days ago I made myself a spa evening at home. Candle lights, relaxing music, home-made facemasks – you name it! Therefor did I make a short video containing all the products I use when I pamper myself a little bit extra. I didn’t take any time to actually explain what all the products do so that’s why I wanted to share it here with you guys.
Products I use:
Lanza silver shampoo – brightens gray, white, platinum, blond & highlighted hair. Preserves hair color. Can be bought at a professional hairdressers.
L’oreal exfoliation scrub – Smooths and deep cleanses your skin. Can be bought at most beauty boutiques.
Sebastian light shampoo – Volum shampoo for those with oily scalp. Can be bought at professional hairdressers.
Sebastian hydre conditioner – Moisturizing conditioner for dry hair, only use at the hair ends. Can be bought at a professional hairdressers.
Paul Mitchell Forever Blonde shampoo – A blonde shampoo that preserves the blonde hair containing cold pigments to prevent the hair color to become warm.
Paul Mitchell Forever Blonde conditioner – A blonde conditioner that preserves the blonde hair containing Cold pigments to prevent the hair color to become warm.
(optional for those with blonde hair!)
Yves Rocher shower gel – grapefruit sence from Yves Rocher. Can be bought at Yves Rocher
L’oreal summer body lotion – Sublime Body Nutribronze giving you a natural glow after only 1 use! Can be bought at most beauty boutiques.
Lanza Trauma Treatment – A leave-in-Cure that heals and protects hair color. Can be bought at a professional hairdresser.
Home made lip scrub – Containing Brown sugar and oil.
Dermalogica daily microfoliant – For dry skin.
Dermalogica skin care – For normal to dry skin.
I’m so tired I didn’t even come up with a title.. what I should be doing is probably be in bed already since I’ve slept way to little this week, maybe even the whole month, but instead I made myself a cup of coffee. I still got some episodes to catch up to so there is no way I’m going to sleep at 22.00. And now I’m going to be brutally honest and say that I don’t remember why I even started writing this post. Sorry. Must be too late already or am I just getting old really fast..? Don’t answer that.
It was nice catching up again and I’ll be back when I have something interesting going on in my life.
I’ve come to the conclusion that my post on the 10th of October was a bit premature. I most often get carried away and think bigger than big of what I’m capable of doing. But in the end I come around and try to pull up that red string and find out where I left you all.
Lately I’ve just been writing about my “planned” topics, like Music Monday, Workout Wednesday, and Fashion Friday. But I do what to get into my old routs writing about much more than those three things. Even if that’s what occupy me most of the free time I have left I have so much more I want to share. At least I think I do.
So let me start with my latest project; redecoration my room. I’ll give you a sneak pick now but look out for a room tour soon.
Let’s try this one more time. I know you bloggers out there all have had a dry period, right? You don’t know what to write or you can never find the time and your blog just gets piled into the “I’ll do it soon” – bunch. Soon becomes tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, I’ll do it this weekend and then it’s soon forgotten because everything else seems so important.
I’ve found out that I haven’t found that balance between my plans and ambitions for my blog and YouTube, my private life and work. I’ve still got a lot to figure out but I’m not going to quit. So let’s try this one more time. Look forward for more posts in the future.
You put a smile on every morning so nobody will see what you’re hiding. That ache in you that isn’t disappearing. And when your morning turns to the evening, the smile you put on fades. But not the ache. The ache burst through like a cold breeze you felt that morning from the fall wind. And when you put your head to your pillow every night, you wish for it all to disappeared. And it will, for a while. But then morning comes and you’ll put your smile back on again so nobody will see what you’re hiding.
I know, I know, I’ve been so bad at posting lately and you have no idea how guilty I feel. But (you know there’s always a but) I’m going to start making some changes. I’m going to try to juggle work, YouTube, WordPress and let us not forget living a bit better than I’ve done lately. Since I love YouTube and WordPress endlessly I forget to live a little once in a while.
I’m not going to give everything away at once but I can tell you that I am going to move soon, travel and experience some new things. I’m not going to tell you more than that, but keep coming back and you’ll get updated with the latest.
And sorry again for not posting as often! I love how much support I’ve gotten through followers and likes. I’m forever grateful – you keep me going!