Empty surroundings

I don’t like to admit it but I feel lonely. A feeling that has been hovering over me for the last couple of days. Suddenly it just hit me that I don’t have the same network around me as before. I don’t have my high school friends near by nor my colleagues. Even though I can always reach out and usually get a comforting hand, it’s not the same as it used to be. I miss the old days. The days where I could walk up to my best friends house and stay there for as long as I needed. The days where I didn’t feel alone because I had a workplace to come to every day. It’s an empty place around me right now and I’m not sure how to fix it.

Elizabeth

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Monday blues

Started my Monday morning off with shuffling snow for an hour. It’s literally been snowing since Friday. At least I can finally see my car again and hopefully also make a successful trip to the supermarket to buy food. I always get so shaky when I have to drive when it’s snowing and icy on the road. Nothing that makes me feel more unease when I don’t have full control over a situation.

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I’m debating on whether I should film a video soon because I do miss filming, editing and all that YouTuber stuff. Other then that I still have to check off my ‘to-do’ list. Still some cleaning and house keeping to do, but I don’t mind. It’s actually rather fun when it’s your own home and you see the results.

Elizabeth