I don’t like to admit it but I feel lonely. A feeling that has been hovering over me for the last couple of days. Suddenly it just hit me that I don’t have the same network around me as before. I don’t have my high school friends near by nor my colleagues. Even though I can always reach out and usually get a comforting hand, it’s not the same as it used to be. I miss the old days. The days where I could walk up to my best friends house and stay there for as long as I needed. The days where I didn’t feel alone because I had a workplace to come to every day. It’s an empty place around me right now and I’m not sure how to fix it.
Yes, the day has come again.. Monday. Good morning! It’s sunny and still a bit frosty outside and a new week has begun. My day already started off when the alarm clock rang at 6 am. There was really no point in going back to bed so I stayed up, drank my morning coffee in silence and ate breakfast. After this post I’ll be on my way to buy some DIY things that I want to get ahead of at home. I feel that spring is coming now that February almost is over and I thought it would be time to freshen up at home a little bit. Stay tuned!
Happy Monday, make the most of today!
Started my Monday morning off with shuffling snow for an hour. It’s literally been snowing since Friday. At least I can finally see my car again and hopefully also make a successful trip to the supermarket to buy food. I always get so shaky when I have to drive when it’s snowing and icy on the road. Nothing that makes me feel more unease when I don’t have full control over a situation.
I’m debating on whether I should film a video soon because I do miss filming, editing and all that YouTuber stuff. Other then that I still have to check off my ‘to-do’ list. Still some cleaning and house keeping to do, but I don’t mind. It’s actually rather fun when it’s your own home and you see the results.
I’ve come to the conclusion that my post on the 10th of October was a bit premature. I most often get carried away and think bigger than big of what I’m capable of doing. But in the end I come around and try to pull up that red string and find out where I left you all.
Lately I’ve just been writing about my “planned” topics, like Music Monday, Workout Wednesday, and Fashion Friday. But I do what to get into my old routs writing about much more than those three things. Even if that’s what occupy me most of the free time I have left I have so much more I want to share. At least I think I do.
So let me start with my latest project; redecoration my room. I’ll give you a sneak pick now but look out for a room tour soon.